知道么，我已经想过很久了
我的路到底应该怎么走
我很后悔，相当的后悔，为什么没有？为什么啊！
我错过了很多，我也失去了很多，它们都是这辈子，再也，再也无发弥补的空缺了。
经过最近家里的一番折磨才刚刚反省过来。现在是，得不偿失。
他们贡献的是什么，而我，贡献的又是什么？

仿佛一切还是停留在3年前----丝毫未变。

我迷失了，我纠结了，再也没有人可以帮我了。
怎么办？怎么办？！

失败，差不多已经注定了。

谢谢ZP，谢谢小邱，但在我想通之前我什么也做不了，因为我是功利主义。

这到底是一个什么样的世界？

*再也见不到你们了，至少是4年。

Sony DSC-T70试机照片

这一天的演出气氛非常的好，多亏了大雨，让我们可以边淋浴边享受摇滚。
草坪成了大沼泽，或者是大池塘。摩方和摩饭都成了避雨处。

大家都冒着雨，只是为了听Yeah Yeah Yes再多唱一曲
于是就这样，演出持续到了10点钟。恩。

竟然还有免费的小册子、海报和包在派送。。。

很幸运的，竟然碰到了卡奇社，竟然是我和他俩抢出租车。
那个颗粒长得很公主，很美；FLY看上去有点男扮女装。

然后是11点钟在工体西门Club Cargo的After Party。

很完美。

告诉大家一个不能说的秘密:其实题目与正文无关.

以下是来自 的的 小朋友的杰作 转载一下:

我特喜欢这样的艺术创意.

天气冷了,记得加件衣服吧。
小心感冒。

并不是想象中的简单
并不是想象中的美好

我们活的都不是很快乐。

他们都是贪官 他们都是腐败分子 10年来他们把这个地方搞的文明倒退了。

一群Pussy。

附录1:点名游戏

1.要传出去的八个人：

Kiya  丫丫  破破 小谢  媛  鸭子  ？？？  ？？？

2.年龄

16

3.职业

即将卸任的校刊副主编 以及 学代会拣选委员会副主席 其实我还是个情报员

4.兴趣

喜欢电影 但是享受的时期下载的过程 从eMule下出上百部电影却都没有时间去看 

5.喜欢的异性类型

在一起不会拘禁 且双方身体机能波动的频率相符 在一起舒服的 像那谁那样的 还有比如 小金猫 是一个不错的例子 

6.喜欢和讨厌的事物

喜欢： 收拾屋子 每天都能看到Panda!

讨厌： 有一天没有看到Panda  好不容易来一条手机短信却不是人发的 

7.对你爱的人说一句话

你是好孩子

8.介绍传出去的那八个人

Kiya：33是个乖孩子 上高中以来开始为自己的前途谋划了 她最近很纠结

丫丫：未来的主席 或者 文艺部长 说话特损我觉得

破破：稀有品种的生物 刚刚成年 可以去宾馆自己开房了 去网吧也可以大摇大摆了 去酒吧也是...

小谢：这就是传说中的Panda 我特想知道他一暑假是如何变白的 

媛：我送了她一个I Love NY的小杯子

鸭子：你说你长得那么型男 怎么就不泡个马子呢? 说好的啊 今年一人找一个 

???：N/A

???：N/A

9.用一种动物形容传给你的人

支= 松鼠(我也不知道为什么)

10.用颜色比喻传达给你的人

支=淡蓝色

11.最让你感动或激动的一件事

大家都紧着过18岁大寿的时候 我发现我自己才刚刚过完16岁的一半 窃喜 年轻真好

12.什么时候会想起传达给你的人？

若干关键字: 校刊 高三10班 支JY dodo  etc.

13.最近一次哭是为什么？

因为和妈妈生气加上当时本来就很沮丧

14.传给我的时候没有14题，你们少做一道，高兴么？

引用支的话 "好吧 我非常高兴…"

15.喜欢什么季节？

冬天

16.最喜欢的地方

Hilton宾馆 和 高中楼阶梯教室

17.最喜欢听的歌？

在左边的列表里

18.最喜欢的异性？

一个刚上高一的小朋友 和 一个刚刚成年的小朋友

19.初吻的时间地点

N/A 

20.用一种动物形容自己。

蜥蜴(popo说的) 

21.列举三个生活小习惯

特别害怕一个人走在满是穿着“人大附中”的人群中 

睡觉前要收拾屋子

总是犯拽而且老抽显摆 需要改正

PS.

悄悄的提醒你: 只剩一年的时间了。

LGM

 
时代广场

三位一体(M版)

世贸中心遗址

 
by Zephyr

 
金属

26.In the rain or under a grey sky, in a weather that imparts little light, water is water less simply.

27.When it rains, fly-like specks mass briefly on the surface of the river. As each raindrop touches the water miniscule circles form: ephemeral geometries of contact.

28.Delicate textures, fugitive structures: more elusive treasure!

29.What are you thinking about? Are you paying attention to the numbers? Maybe you won't read all of these footnotes. Maybe you'll get tired and walk away.(But there are more--more pictures, more footnotes, behind you or down the hall or in another room.)

30.What are you thinking about? Rain falling on water is so evocative.(I remember places I've never been.)

31.What are you thinking about? Rain falling on water is so alluring, so soothing.

32.What are you thinking about? Rain falling on water flattens the reflections and tranquilizes the view.

33.What are you thinking about? Rain falling on water is so alluring, so soothing and tender. The river becomes a meadow, a soft place to lie down in.

34.Watching rain fall on water calms and quiets me. I feel the space of the river changed; it becomes more a part of the things around it: a part of the weather, a part of the sky, and somehow more a part of me.

35.Black water(this water)is never sweet. Black water(this water)is cold, often frigid, sometimes cool but never tepid. Black water(this water)is hard not soft. It's brash and rough; it might irritate; it still lubricates. It's often disturbed but it's never calm, at least not simply calm. It might be fresh, but you'd never know it and I'm sure you'd never believe it. It's frequently agitated. It's always troubled. I don't think you can question that, even when it appears quiet. Black water(this water)is never serene or brilliant or clear. It's unsettled even when still. It can be deep, but it's hard to know where. Even this water is wet, but mostly in a parching way.

11.Black water isn't sexy.

12.Black water isn't sexy.(That goes to the heart of it.)

13.Black water isn't sexy. That's the difference between water and this other water; one is sexy and the other isn't.

14.Black water isn't sexy.(When I'm looking at it I often wish I was looking at something else.)

15.Black water isn't sexy.(I've had frequent malodorous encounters around it.)

16.Black water isn't sexy.(Sometimes I'm not even sure of what it is I'm looking at.)

17.Black water isn't sexy.(But isn't it common to find dark things sexy?)

18.Black water is only the idea of water.

19.Black water is only the idea of water.(I'm not talking about fantasies or dreams.)

20.The Thames is dry.(Even in the rain the water looks matted and dull.)

21.When it rains, fly-like specks mass briefly on the surface of the river. Each raindrop is pin-sized bit of darkness, A dot seeming to flit and disappear.

22.A man yet to be identified was found in the river last week. The body was lying in a fetal position on the foreshore of Upper Pool. His ankles ware bound, and the rope was attached to his waist.

23.There are so many bridges over the Thames--it's a virtual forest. It's not like any other river that way. And they're all so invitingly scaled and full of character. They're not exactly the Hoover Dam, but who can relate the Hoover Dam?--I mean, Personally speaking? When you approach the Hoover or any other five-hundred-thousand-ton mass of concrete, there's nothing but distance between you and it. Even when you're standing on it the dam's still a distant view. And forget about the Colorado River, I mean where is it? Way the hell down there.(Seven hundred and twenty-six feet down there.)you wouldn't even know there was a river if it wasn't a dam.

24.There are so many bridges over the Thames--it's a virtual forest. It's not like any other river that way. And they're all so invitingly scaled and full of character. When I walk across the river, the bridge is an extension of the water--bringing me closer to it, into a more private and solitary experience of water. I know I'm not really closer, but it feels that way.

25.There are so many bridges over the Thames--it's a virtual forest. It's not like any other river that way. And they're all so invitingly scaled and full of character. They seem to include me somehow. And when I'm on one of them the river itself seems so invitingly scaled and full of character. Whenever I approach the river I hear it saying,"Hello there. Come on in."Or,"Welcome."

这是我见到过最烂的唐人街，它汇集了中国人所有的缺点。

中国制造

美国美国美国。

Museum of Morden Art

其实这是香港的某个地铁站。    

如果你错过了良机，到最后可别骂我们。

美国制造。

上面的中文存在严重的语法错误。

知道这是哪里么？

就是要BS这个鸟不拉屎的地方！  

1. You say water is troubled or calm. You say water is rough and restless. You say water is disturbed. You say water is quiet. Water is serene and sometimes clear, it might be pure and then it is brilliant. Water is heavy; that's a fact. Water is often calm, even placid. Water is still and then it might be deep as well. Water is cold or hot, chilly or tepid. You say water is brash or brisk, sometimes crisp. You say water is soft and hard. You say water irritates and lubricates. You say water is foul. You say water is fresh. You say water is tranquil and languorous. You say water is sweet.

2. Is water sexy?

3. Water is sexy.

4. Water is sexy. It's the power and the vulnerability of it; it's the energy and the fragility of it.

5. Water is sexy. It's the indifference of it.

6. Water is sexy.(The sensuality of it tantalizes me when I'm near it.)

7. Water is sexy.(I want to look at it. I want to touch it. I want to quench my thirst with it. I want to quench all my thirsts with it. I want to cool my body with it. I want to heat my body with it. I want to feel it all over me and around me and beyond me.)

8. Water is sexy.(I want to swin in it--to move, song-like, through it. I want to swim in it--push, kick, thrash, slide myself through it. I want to swim in it. I want to be held by it.)

9. Water is sexy.(I want to dip myself in it. I want to feel its liquid form slipping over my skin. I want to feel its liquidness washing me all over, washing all over me. I want to feel the fluid mass of it rushing among the parts of me: my hairs, my fingers, my toes, me eyes, my ears. I want to be near it. I want to immerse myself in ti. I want to feel it cooling the heat of me. I want to go deep into it; I want to go deeper still into it. I want to feel the weight of it lighten me, ease me, release me. I want it.)

10 Is water sexy?

我现在只能说我不喜欢芝加哥。
香港真的是个大仓库啊！

车水马龙

 
三位一体

 
认识这个小朋友么?

下一站将抵达:

《海上钢琴师》+《人鬼情未了》=《不能说的秘密》

只是现在还在发烧,而且还伴有晕眩...

两个星期前被空调吹感冒了,然后开始流鼻涕,进而开始流眼泪,甚至出现晕眩,稍缓过以后,又倍空调吹到了,然后开始发烧,然后开始头疼.
直到现在.

 
福娃批发:五块钱一个。

你知道当你出国以后，比方说去英国，你就会被当地的中国驻英国大使馆开始supervise了。知道么？你一定察觉不出来，因为如果你正常地生活着他们是不会打搅到你的。

当什么情况下他们才会注意到你呢？
略了。否则估计我的博客就会被删掉了...

直接说结果：
1在大街上溜达的时候一定会碰到有人会塞给你免费的繁体中文报纸，报纸名可能会是“大纪元”，注意，我劝你最好不要接受。真的。
2国外上网的时候你会发现有一个叫做"Wikipedia"的很棒的网站，然后你又会发现他竟然还有中文版！而你在国内上网的时候从来都没有叫到过，那的确是个很棒的百科全书网站，中文名叫做"维基百科"，你可以注册用户，但是要注意尽量不要在那里透露除用户名和电子邮箱地址以外的任何东西。一定要记住。
3和别人聊天的时候，不管是中国人还是外国人，尤其是台湾人，奉劝你最好不要和对方讨论国家和政治的话题，最好时刻记住，在国外说话绝对不能和别人讨论出圈的话题，绝对不能再像在国内一样什么都想说什么都想议论两句。切忌！
4出国后也许会让你遇到很多让你感到很amazing的关于自己国家的东西，对于这些东西一定要先三思而后行，最好避开这些东西，并要时刻保持客观、中立、公正的态度来看待任何事。
5对于“9[言平]XX党”这东西一定要视为一团烟雾！
6Be confident. Always remember you are Chinese!
7还有很多根据以上六点自行摸索。

总之

出门在外

一定要多加小心！

不要以为自己出去了就真真正正的FREEDOM了
但也不要对以上这些而感到不安，正常的生活这些事情对于你来说是完全没有关系的。

很多事情自己心知肚明就好。

在北京生活最让人抓狂的一件事情就是：当你想快速的到达某一个地方的时候，你会发现在车站戳了20分钟竟以量能坐的车都没有来，然后就开始在路边边溜达边探索空的出租车，然而你又会发现当你向一辆好不容易发现的空车伸手时他们也会向你伸伸手，然后嗖的一下从你身边飞哮而过，然后继续重复若干遍。本来是从西直门到东直门的地铁，本来就挤得不行了，然而它却神奇的把终点站改成了霍营站，然后又得等下一辆比这辆更加拥挤的列车。

博客不是盖出来的。

文字是写给自己的。